January 2011
100 posts
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
I don’t want lots of money, I don’t want a huge house, I don’t want an awesome car. Mainly, I just want to be happy. I want to be working in the music industry somehow. Hopefully producing or writing.
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Beau Bokan
I sound like this mother, I keep screaming “BEAU, NO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING. STOP THAT RIGHT NOW. BEAU. NO. NO. STOP THAT.” omg.
OH.
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
OH MY FUCKING GOD, OH MY FUCKING GOD, I AM SCREAMING RIGHT NOW. FDASNFDSKLAJFNASLK, BEAU BOKAN, YOU ARE SUCH A WHORE.
OMG. BEAU! WHAT EVEN!!!!!
I LOVE GETTING DITCHED SO YOU CAN GO SMOKE WEED...
How did we get this far?
I miss you. I miss my best friend. I miss driving around all night with no place to go. I miss “studying” with you and trying to quiz you on medical terminology when my hands were too small to cover up the diagrams. I miss me having an anxiety attack and you handing me a cigarette. I miss you being scared of Kent. I miss our epic sleepover with Alex when you two were all cute in your...
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with...
I have a few very fulfilling moments in my life:
May 2nd 2008- Seeing The Rocket Summer live and realizing that I wanted to work in music for the rest of my life.
June 3rd 2010- My high school graduation. I was finally free. High school was a complete fucking joke and I couldn’t wait for it to end. I grew up a lot in may and by graduation, I had shed my old skin and became someone new.
“All your friends seem like enemies when you’re broken down and empty”
– Dallas Green (City & Colour)
Not my place.
I’m never going to feel comfortable in Kent. Being there was the worst 2 months of my life. Every time I visit I feel like my skin is crawling. I failed there. I failed my parents, my closest friends, and most of all myself. Being there just reminds me that I “couldn’t do it”. I still wish I could. Every day.
THIS IS THE VENOM IN MY VEINS.
Please excuse my spam of a beautiful ginger.
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
LEO.
Leo are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. Leo are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, Leo will withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold. Leo motto might be “What you see is what you get.” You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a...
That feeling you get when you listen to old school...
I AM FUELED BY ALL FORMS OF FAILURE.
Sometimes, God doesn't give what you want, not...
“If you’re a girl and don’t suck dick, why are you alive?”
– some random dude on twitter. Hahahahaha.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. I’m completely fucking insane. But you already knew that.
2. I love my tattoo. It is the truest statement ever.
3. I’m in the most dysfunctional relationship, and he’s not even my boyfriend.
4. I love acoustic folk, pop-punk, and deathcore. RANDOM.
5. I’m realllly short. 4’11.
6. I have an estranged brother who lives 10 minutes away from me, but I...
Not for you, for me.
From now on and forever.
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own...
12/28/10.
Stupidest decision of my life. An impulsive decision that could’ve ended it all. You weren’t worth it. I enjoy life now.
I wish.
I wish that the people close to me could just let themselves live. I hate watching you guys hurt yourselves, medicate yourselves, and most of all, HATE yourselves. I’m no one to talk because i’ve been through shit like that, and still am working on it, but i KNOW there is a better life out there.
day 4- your views on religion.
I definitely believe in God. That is a known fact. He has shown his presence many times in my life. As much as i love God, i HATE religion. Religion has hurt more people that it’s helped. I don’t like being told what to believe, how to live, and what i can and cannot do. I don’t consider myself a Christian. I don’t label myself at all. I believe in God and thats about it.
Hey Elizabeth,
You’re allowed to be happy. You’re allowed to smile and laugh and have an amazing time. You don’t need to live in fear. You can cross the street and not have to look behind you. You are in control of your life now. You mind no longer controls you. You’re free.
day 3-your views on drugs and alcohol.
I personally do not have a problem with alcohol, cigarettes, or marijuana. Any other “harder” drugs I cannot stand. I’ve seen them ruin lives very close to me and it is a very tragic thing to watch.
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Wow. Ten years from now, I hope I have everything figured out. But who am I kidding? I’ll still be a wreck. haha. Anyways, in 10 years I hope to be writing for AP and/or producing or managing bands. I know if I work my ass off in school these next few years, my hopes can be a reality. I also would like to have a child or two, and MAYBE be married. I don’t know if Lizzy is ready to...
You are a slut butt.
So shut the fuck up, keep your mouth shut.
No really, you are. Stop.
Blast from the past.
Ex-boyfriend from two years ago trying to reconnect with me?
WUT.